ChubbehBear

FIRE:
[ ] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. ( cant swim at all.. )
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather. ( i like it when its cold... )
[ ] You often lose control over yourself ( oh yea!! and i just LOVE when that happens... )
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[ ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it. ( sometimes... but i apologize!!!!! i always apologize!!! )
Total: 1

WATER:
[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[  ] You like to go to the beach. ( yayy beach )
[  ] You rarely get angry. ( well i get angry when people push me around only...... )
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it. ( oh yea!! if i dont control it then some people would be in real danger... )
[x] You think before you act.
[x] You are good at breaking up fights. ( ... well yea sort of... .. .. noo )
[  ] You are a great swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations. ( how do you all think i have been surviving!! )
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 9

EARTH:
[x] You are physically strong. ( i beat up some people whom that deserved it ...... not random people )
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild ( ... )
[x] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted. ( not when i have a pencil.... if i have a pencil then i will draw anime all over the paper ) ........... ( i always have/carry a pencil ..... )
[ ] You rarely get depressed. (i have learned how to ignore the freaking depression... )
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 3

AIR:
[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[ ] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are independent.
[x] You are quite intelligent. ( my friends tell me that i am... )
[ ] You tend to be impatient. ( i am very VERY VEEEEERY patient.. )
[  ] You are easily distracted. ( sometimes mostly... )
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[  ] You wish you could fly.
Total: 7

DARKNESS:
[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[ ] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[ ] You like creepy things. ( i do like creepy stuf... but not stuff that actually creep like insects.... )
[ ] You like to play tricks on people. ( only on sister.... if she deserves it.. which she does all the time.. )
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes.
[ ] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are an atheist.
[ ] You don't mind watching scary movies. ( i do mind.... actually.. )
[ ] You love to break the rules. ( some times... when i just cant resist the DONT DO in the rules.. )
Total:

LIGHT:
[x] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence. ( yes i hate violence but there are times when there are no ways but violence.. )
[x] You hope for world peace.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you. ( well i think this is actually up to those people who are around me....... )
[  ] You always follow the rules.
[x] You laugh/smile a lot. ( a fake laugh from me sounds very original and smiling cause your breaking down inside... and cause people here find it very mysteriously irritating when i just smile all day )

My element is earth. Whooda thunk.

While I am still working on free requests, ( I really take my time because I have to compile. >_< )
I would like to try point comissions, if anybody would like one. :3

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Realistic / Anime: Sketch - 10 points
Realistic / Anime: Colored - 15 points
Realistic / Anime: Shaded - 20 points
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Inflation / WG: Sketch - 6 points
Inflation / WG: Colored - 9 points
Inflation / WG: Shaded - 13 points
Inflation / WG: Shaded + Background - 18 points
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Random Request: Sketched - 5 points
Random Request: Colored - 10 points
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Furry Portrait: Sketch - 5 points
Furry Portrait: Colored - 10 points
Furry Portrait: Fullbody Sketch - 12 points
Furry Portrait: Fullbody Color - 20 points


Don' worry, I haven' gone commercial! *guffaw.*
Just would be nice to have some points. <w>


Finished Commisions List----

Toxicoow Random Request: Colored
The-Big-Z Inflation / WG: Colored
Blues-Blastoise Random Request: Colored
Mariah-Dragon Realistic/ Anime: Shaded
EthanCormack Inflation / WG: Shaded

If you're in a wonderful mood, i'd suggest not reading this.





















I'm dropping all requests temporarily due to my feeling that no matter how hard I look, which has been folded over more than twenty times, i'll never find someone compatible with me. I apologize to Micheal, who i've bonded with out of pure loneliness, when I would really just drag him down. In fact, I think the age difference was borderline pedophilia. I probably realise he hates me now for doing this, but honestly, I don't feel like negative emotions that are exterior really affect me anymore. Only the inward ones. I'll resume requests when I get out of this terrible spell of down-casted sadness, if you feel like it, please drop a comment or something. I really do appreciate every comment when I feel like this.

I realise that this is probably a selfish thing to do, I can't really tell because i'm not very apathetic. I just need to place all of this out instead of letting it swim around in my head. Because, honestly. I would rather be the happy, goofy person everybody knows me to be ( or so I hope. ) rather than some dried out old depressant that only disgusts others with their self-pity. I want to live life like I tell other friends who ask me for help, not spend it wallowing around. Some people will read one sentence of this and go, " Oh, a vent journal, eugh. " And that's fine. You don't have to read this to " prove " that you care about me, because that would be superficial. This is just so that I can get all of these thoughts and feelings out in a solid record of sorts.

It might take some time, but I think it'll go by faster than I'll be able to perceive, because I know that there are plenty of people that care about me, and that's more important to me than anything, even a partner to spend life with. I'm not going to be looking for anyone else, despite claims that I just haven't found the right person yet. ( I think 20 is enough tries. )  I would much rather be loving in the true form rather than me sausage givin' a raise to someone. ( ...TMI. ) In fact, I think I ask for requests because I enjoy the give-get philosophy of friendship, it's always nice to make someone something because of the fufilling prospect of it. Art is definitely an outlet, whether it be for any emotion, because it is emotion. So it makes sense that I would want as much of it as possible. I'm greedy, I guess. I'll get them done.

So, if you've read pretty much all of this, I appreciate it, and hope you understand. I'm just that kind of wishy-washy person. Stupid emotional burr. l3

Anybody else tired of seeing people submit art that looks like it was drawn in 15 minutes using the circle tool on MSPaint?
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